Monday, August 30, 2010

The Grinding Halt

I shouldn't be feeling hard done by it, but I am. She's right, why can't it be normal. I don't know, but I do have myself to blame for the start of it all. Loving is one thing, but loving the wrong way seems to be the proper term for this current predicament. So what do I do from here? Call for a change? Start everything from over? Forget you ever went down the wrong way and did something you shouldn't have?  Well yes and no, cause somethings I did, I can never take back. I'll need to take a few days or weeks to sort my head out.

ღ. it's the pause button for now.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Not Feeling It.

Very disturbed sleep again last night. For whatever reason, I was dreaming about my Mt. Ledang certificate. That's weird. Or maybe it's a sign of some sort. Woke up around 3am, wondered why, and went back to sleep. Woke up and 4plus again, and I got pretty fed up so I stayed awake. Went back to sleep again around 9, and woke up at 1pm. This nonsense really has got to stop. I'm starting classes again this Wednesday, and I seriously doubt I'll be able to rotate back to my normal sleeptime. I'll definitely try, though. I like sleeping late =)

Watched a movie during lunch, and I found it pretty interesting. Yet another movie adoption from a novel.
Yeah I was glued to the screen the entire movie. What got me was the story, yeah it's futuristic, the world as we know it ran out of everything thanks to war, and mankind now lives underground in a city lit only by a generator. But soon, the generator starts fucking up and the city is in danger of blacking out forever, so it's up to two kids ( who's fathers had a background that's rather interesting to the story) to find a way out, as the mayor is a useless piece of shit. Yup I won't spoil the rest. Watch the repeat on 413. The cast is pretty good too. From Bill Murray to Tim Robbins ( Shawshank! =D), it's not a box office hit, but it does make you think about our world more. Not that I do of course. Haha. Cheers.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Foolproof.

Can't find the right words at the moment, but I can say that things always happen to set me back in ways I would never have imagined. 

Bright side is, no more leisure time to spend at home, it's back to college this week. Help keeps the mind off other things too, which always helps.

I use to be able to handle this kinda thing pretty okay, but now I just can't stand it anymore. Sorry